I wonder sometimes what it is about me that leaves me so often off the invite list to impromptu gatherings of my friends...
I have encountered this so often in my past and never really figured out an answer... I seem to have many friends and acquaintances, although I only truly get along with a small group of people, but I often seem to get left out.
I feel like the kid chosen last for the sports team (which I often was - at least that was because I sucked at sport!).
moan moan moan, poor me, diddums but it does hurt not to be included.
Sometimes I think I should push more to be involved, but when I have done this in the past I often feel like a party crasher, and a few months ago I included myself in something that was in the public domain and when I told people I knew were going to be there that I was joining them I got a horribly negative response which immediately made me feel unwanted and spoilt the entire evening for me.
Maybe I'm too sensitive but as I said to a friend yesterday, I don't mind being alone, I just hate being lonely...
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