Four short stories that at times read like fiction, but I can honestly (and somewhat unfortunately) say, they are truth!
The funny: Say my name, bitch!
I tried internet dating a couple of times. Had a couple of
pleasant dates, some lecherous dates, went out a couple of times with one guy
and then there was ‘Nick’.
Nick and I met on NZ Dating, he lived in Auckland and I
lived in Hamilton. We dated for about 3 months. It was never very serious and
simply ran its course, but that’s not the funny story here.
You see, one weekend I was up in Auckland visiting him, this was about 2 months into dating and we were getting to know each other reasonably well. When I left on Sunday night I accidentally picked up his phone charger, back when they weren’t mostly all the same. So we decided to courier them to each other as we didn’t have back-ups.
So I went ahead and couriered his, he sent me mine and then
the next weekend I went to see him and he sat me down to ‘talk’. He’s looking
all awkward and nervous and I’m thinking “Oh god, what on earth is this
confronting?”
Turns out, his name wasn’t Nick.
I had addressed the courier to Nick and when he got it, he’d
been confused.
He’d been confused?!! I had been dating the guy for 2 months
and I didn’t even know his freaking name! Neither of us could even work out how
I could’ve gotten that wrong… obviously I’d not called him by name in the
entire time we had known each other and it wasn’t like his name was Rick or
something… I won’t say it out of respect, but it was as different to Nick as say,
Simon is.
The worst part? Telling my mum. She asked after ‘Nick’ and I
just had to tell her. When she stopped crying with laughter she begged me to
let her tell my aunt and between the two of them I still haven’t lived it down.
The cringe-worthy: The trouble with Ex’s
One night I was at a memorial party with a group of close
friends for the 5th anniversary of the death of a high school friend of theirs.
I knew everyone there and had been included as part of the group for the
occasion.
Trouble was that my recent Ex was also in this close group
of friends and we hadn’t seen each other since we broke up (you may remember
him from the last blog post – broke up with me on Facebook chat then moved to
England with the girl he left me for?).
Anyway, I didn’t want to make it awkward for my friends as
it was already an emotional night, so I decided to have a couple of G&T’s
to relax and join in with the drinking games etc. (It was the ‘Tron, of course
there were drinking games!)
So John eventually turned up… with the girlfriend in tow,
along with her sister and two other friends. Most people were a bit taken aback
at all of the extras and I think John was a little embarrassed because the
girls obviously thought they were going for a night on the town and he wanted
to go to the memorial.
I had a couple more G&T’s and the girlfriend started introducing
herself to everyone, individually. She made her way around the little groups,
shaking hands and saying “Hi, I’m Cheryl, John’s girlfriend!” like a chirpy
little… *ahem*
It makes no difference
to the story really, but I’d like to say although I’ve changed his name, I haven’t
changed hers… mainly because her name was Cheryl, she was from West Auckland
and she turned up in a denim mini skirt, a leopard print top and ugh boots. I
couldn’t think of a more fitting name!!
At this point, I should say that John had contacted me the
week before, practically begging to get back in my bed (I actually think he
pleaded) and I had managed to have the self-esteem to say no. He never once
mentioned that they were still together and I naively assumed they weren’t. So
while she’s introducing herself, I’m shooting him dagger eyes and he’s looking
scared about what is about to happen.
She finally gets around to me, and I’m a couple of sheets to
the wind, just enough to make me a little more confident than my usual non-confrontational
(at least in real life) self, and she shoves her hand at me and says again “Hi,
I’m Cheryl, John’s Girlfriend!” and I take her hand, look her calmly in the eye
and say “Hi, I’m Janine, John’s ex-girlfriend.”
It more than kind of took the wind out of her sails. She
whirled on John and after a terse discussion during which he looked hunted, she
then proceeded to get so wasted she passed out in the back of his car and he
spent the rest of the night trying to talk to me while her friends and sister
ran interference.
Looking back it was a bit petty, but god it felt good at the
time. And quite out of character for me. I’m usually the pushover, the Miss
Nice Guy. But I think I just got pushed a step too far on this occasion.
The Friend: Not quite a doppelganger
I think we all have that friend or acquaintance that we feel
like we are competing with for the attentions of those we find attractive (at
least I hope we all do, otherwise maybe I’m just weird).
Sometimes these competitions are completely in your mind and
if you look at things realistically there is nothing to worry about except your
own self-esteem and then there’s Helen.
Back when I was living in Sydney and I was denying my
bisexuality (there’s a turn around) and living as a lesbian, I had a friend
called Helen. We weren’t close, she worked with a close friend of mine and we
got along okay, but we weren’t besties or anything.
Anyway, Helen and I were the two femmes of the group, and
apart from having the same generous cup size, we didn’t really have anything
else physically or intellectually in common. She was shorter, blonder and
louder (yes, it is possible). Which is why it completely bamboozled me, and
still does to this day, what kept happening.
First it was little things, like we would be at a bar and
I’d be chatting someone up and thinking I was getting somewhere, until the
second Helen walked in and you would think I was invisible. I put this down to
the all-in-your-head competition I mentioned earlier at the time.
But it progressed… One night we were at ARQ bar, just off
Oxford Street and I had picked up this lovely girl and we had been flirting and
making out for a couple of hours, when I went to the bathroom. I came back no
more than 5 minutes later to see her draped over Helen and my friends looking
really uncomfortable.
To Helen’s credit she had no clue I’d been hooking up with
this girl – she’d just arrived and was flattered by the attention. The girl
wouldn’t meet my eye, Helen couldn’t work out why I was so angry. It was so loud
and crowded in there I just left. One of my friends later told me that as soon
as they could get hold of her they explained what happened, she had the
pleasure of giving the girl a piece of her mind and leaving – if anything I am
more angry that I didn’t get that chance!
The worst instance though was my ex-girlfriend Cate. I met
Cate on the Mardi Gras Parade route when we were team leaders of adjoining
sections of volunteers. First time I had ever been forward enough to give a
girl my number without her asking. We didn’t date long, but long enough to
introduce her to my friends. She eventually called and broke up with me over
the phone*.
Helen called me a week or so later and told me about a weird
experience she’d had. Cate had called her and wanted to catch up, they had both
figured skated in their younger years and she used that as an excuse. Helen
didn’t know we had broken up and thought it was just a friend thing until she
got there. Romantic dinner, Cate professing her undying affection and even when
Helen left before dinner, Cate hadn’t stopped trying to get in touch. Helen was
mortified!
Now obviously Cate was a few sandwiches short of a picnic,
but still, you get the picture of what I went through for three years. If I met
someone and Helen was there, they usually lost interest in me quickly. If I met
them away from her I was too bloody nervous to introduce them! It was
ridiculous. Made even worse by the fact Helen felt bad about it and it wasn’t
like it was her fault, she didn’t actively pursue people who showed an interest
in me. But it definitely gave me a complex!
*Side note, when Cate broke up with me on the phone, she
asked me to give the phone to my flatmate Sharon so she could make sure I would
be okay. She then asked Sharon out on a date. Like I said, a loaf of bread
short of a picnic. Classy too.
The Lingering: Why I shouldn’t date random’s
One night back in 2009, some friends from work talked me
into going out on the town with them. I’d been single for a while since the end
of a yearlong relationship, and little did I know they were going to try and
hook me up with someone in town.
We spent the night bar-hopping and doing shots. And I spent
the night cringing as they introduced me to guy after guy as their single
friend. Their opening line was “Are you single? Here’s my friend Janine, she
is!” and then they would practically shove me at them.
When it became obvious that I wasn’t immediately going to
stick my tongue down the throat of any of their offerings they started telling
people they should get my number and offering mine. Thank fully they were too
drunk to get mine right and I had their phones, because I was the only one who
took her purse to town!
It got to the point when I figured exchanging numbers with
one guy who seemed nice enough was relatively harmless and it might just shut
my friends up. It worked and we managed to have a fairly decent night after
that.
I got home around 2am and fell asleep, woke up the next
morning to a text from this guy – let’s call him Truck Boy (he was a truck
driver).
Stupidly I thought it was nice that he’d texted so soon and
so started a torrid hook-up that lasted for about 3 months. It was definitely
booty-call material, I’m not ashamed to admit it. He was cute, but he wasn’t
much for conversation and we’d usually hook up in the middle of the night.
Until one day I suddenly realised that it wasn’t pot that he
was smoking in his dining room with his friends… it was P.
The day I realised that, was the last time I ever saw him.
Unfortunately it wasn’t the last time I ever heard from him.
So this all happened in around July/August/September 2009
and I last heard from Truck Boy around Christmas or New Year’s 2012/13. I get
3am phone calls, I get 4am texts, one after the other. I ignore them, I respond
telling him I’m not interested, I’ve told him I no longer live in the same city
as him and still they keep coming.
No point in blocking the number because it’s different every
time. Can’t track him down because I have no idea of his surname and I know he’s
moved, because one of his texts said so. I just have to try and ignore it and
hope it stops.
So that’s why I’m never that keen to exchange numbers with
guys in bars.
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